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Blogs > ak_bigbadwolf3 > Not so big and bad

Is it possible  

ak_bigbadwolf3 51M
931 posts
7/21/2013 4:47 am
Is it possible

Is it possible to learn as much from a bad date as a good date? I think I have discovered the answer is yes! I won't get into to much detail about the date. But needless to say a alcoholic, single mother desperate for a father figure for her can stir a lot of emotion up. I won't judge her that's not my place. But what I will talk about is what it stirred up in me and that is a lot of emotion, things I had never really considered. The hardest one is that I may want someone in my life but that would have to be a fully honest and complete discussion that I am probably not sure I could be monogamous and with that I wouldn't expect her to be either, there are just needs that can't be met by a single partner. Second I want to know that some one wants me and only me on occasion is the hypocritical? I dunno, perhaps I am closer to poly than I am swinger but perhaps not close enough to either. I know that I will never not like sex and multiple partners, but as I said above perhaps a part of me realizes to borrow from our good friend Vixen I won't settle for anything less than awesome perhaps I just realize that now. I don't want someone doing what I want just because it fills a need for them I want a partner in crime and life.

I am not sure how long this will be up before I just realize how insane I am for posting it?
Don't compromise yourself! You are all you've got!


FEAB1968 55F  
4441 posts
7/21/2013 8:51 am

 There are times I post something and want to immediately take it down. The thing is those are some of the same posts I continue to look back upon. For me life is about constantly learning and growing. When you stop doing this, why bother??

I still wonder if I would ever be able to be in a conventional relationship after having participated in the lifestyle.
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ak_bigbadwolf3 replies on 7/21/2013 10:25 am:
Don't think I could do conventional, I could do unconventional I think but that may just be a cop out on my part.

MissLAngel 42F
619 posts
7/21/2013 11:45 am

 I often worry about similar things hun *hugs*

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Vixn_Vella 49F  
14911 posts
7/22/2013 7:33 am

 Now why oh why would you do such a silly thing as to take this down?

I've been all over the map in terms of relationships in all aspects. I just find now that I've gotten my kicks and took many things off my bucket/fuckit list, I really would like to have a partner in crime Whether or not it's a monogamous relationship...I don't know what it will be.

But yeah..settling for less than awesome in a person isn't worth anything. Don't compromise yourself

*says the girl who is compromising herself. do as I say, not as I do!


I have no effing clue where I'm going and what I'm saying Vixn_Vella

Its not me....It's you.

And no...we cannot be friends


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