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Submissive Not too long ago I started reading the 50 shades of grey series. I love them. Not only are the sex scenes erotic and tantalizing but the background of how Christian became the way he is is very intriguing. I love reading stores on how people became the way they are. Needless to say, I have a huge fantasy of being a submissive and being tied up and wiped. Not sure if this fantasy came before or after reading the books. It my God this urge is overwhelming. I look around my home and think about how something would feel smacked against my ass, my breasts, my thighs … *quiver*. I have talked about this fantasy with my hubby … But … I not sure how to convey the total control part. I spent part of last night doing research on this topic and laws up until 1 am looking up how to be submissive and what it would entail. I’m a self confident woman how likes to be right in every way. To make massive decisions. To have my way. But in the bed room I need to be controlled. I need to be disciplined. I want to be disciplined. The more control I relinquish … The more erotic and turned on I become. So tie my hands together. Bound my feet. Use a crop or feathers … Give me commands. Made sure I follow them. If I hesitate … Punish me as you see fit. Make sure a safe word is in place, though I really don’t want to have to use it. To be a submissive you are actually in control. It’s about giving your trust over to the other person saying ” I trust you to take me to my limit and test it and not hurt me”. I don’t think I have ever giving up that much control before. That would be the ultimate gift I could give him. My utter control and trust. I want to have to think about that I’m doing. I want to give him pleasure … More than he’s ever thought about. … Last night he came home after I had gone to sleep. With a little light from a phone, he took the blanket off of me and uncurling my legs. Slowly he kissed every inch of my left leg, when he was finished he set it aside and working on the right leg. Slowly inching his way up to the apex of my legs. My sex was getting wet with anticipation. While kissing one leg, he skimmed his hands over the other, sliding my silk nighty up in the process. At first I thought this to be a dream … My eyes still closed and not wanting to be wakened. His lips and tongue exploring my legs and thighs. The closer he came up my body the more aware i became. His fingers lightly caressed my sex … Sending shivers down my spine and making my back arch with need. I could feel him smiling against my belly. His hands reaching for my perk nipples under the silk. He teased and pulled them, but did not take them out of my nighty. The fabric under his experienced fingers making me moan. He’s made sure my hands do not move. They are entangled behind my head. He climbs on the bed completely, crawling over me. Planting soft kissing along my tummy and breasts along the way. It is then that I notice that he is naked. My sleepy eyes finally open, and he’s gazing at me with loving need. His hands find mine and he kissing me deeply. His tongue slowly searching for mine. With one hand he reaches down and pinches a taunt nipple. He gives me another teasing kiss and sits up, his manhood erect against my tummy. He spreads my arms across the bed and reaches for soft leather cuffs on either side of the bed. The cuffs are attached to each other between the mattress and box spring. There two sets. One for hands the other for feet. I wonder excitingly if he will use them both.once my arms are secured he indeed reads my mind and travels south once more. He spreads my legs apart, and angles my knees so they don’t strain against the cuffs. I am soon attached to our bed with cuffs, my nighty bunched at my hips and him grinning down at me and his handy work. I can tell he has more planned and I am rewarded with an eye night shade. He slides the soft silk over my eyes shutting the light out and making me more alert to all the little sounds. I can hear him breathing slowly I can hear him moving about our room. Searching for the items we keep hidden oh so well. The bed moves slightly and I know that he has returned. A cool sensation hits my belly button. It’s the small suede crop I love. He flicks it here and there about my body. Not leaving marks but enough for make my Skin turn pink and sing with need. My core tightens and I pull against the restraints. He positions himself beside my head and pushes his erect manhood into my mouth. One hand eases himself in and out of my watering mouth and the other continues to use the crop against my skin and sex. My need is rising and I moan while swirling my tongue around him. |
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