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Live Forever... Or Die Trying...  

Paulxx001 67M
8827 posts
9/23/2019 12:21 pm

Last Read:
6/10/2020 5:49 pm

Live Forever... Or Die Trying...

I think I met HIM... long ago. HE stood and glared , while standing in the midst of billowing... ashen vapor. Crimson flames... framed, his obsidian eyes... as he rasped.

"Is your wish, that you become famous and die? Or that you become infamous and fake your death, then watch - forever invisible - as your fame unfolds?

"Wait... WAIT ," I shouted.

HE... wasn't listening. HE'D turned away, distracted. There was a woman, named Mary, from Magdala... or was it Nazareth, Texas? She was on her knees ; her shadow, a silhoette, in the dull ivory light.

I lingered.
That night... was a haze.

I've stopped waiting. I'll make it happen or eventually... die trying. on one, of those paths. There is no time limit.

Is there?

. ..


Paulxx001 67M
22642 posts
9/23/2019 12:22 pm

No. There's no time limit.
Everyone, has a story to share ; and one... still waiting to be writen. I'm never going to be too old, to give up, writing mine.


Paulxx001 67M
22642 posts
9/23/2019 12:22 pm

Thanks for that word. It fits.


lickuall21975 48M
27 posts
9/23/2019 12:41 pm

it's all good, no time limit at all


Livin_my_Life14 53F

9/23/2019 2:19 pm

It's hard to keep trying when the other person doesn't. Once I am done- cut ties and move on. I can only ride the rollercoaster for so long- I'm not going to stay on and get myself sick.
My story will continue to go on- new pages-new players-new experiences- keep on keepin on!!!


EnigmaInitiative 55F  
6054 posts
9/23/2019 2:24 pm

Time, in my opinion, is a construct of society. Just like gender, race, borders, etc. I dont clock or calendar watch. "Living in the Moment" by Jason Mraz is my mantra when it comes to time.

Why worry about time when we have no clue what will happen from one moment to the next?

Happy Monday and thank you for being you Paul.

This week's HNW: Pink/Hearts (Or Chocolate) is available on the other side.


superbjversion2 69F  
24388 posts
9/23/2019 2:31 pm

So … which is your wish?

I think I'd like to be infamous with a fake death. I sometimes wonder what people would say about me after I've died ….that would be the same, ya know.

Opportunity may knock only once, but temptation bangs on the door forever!


Tmptrzz 61F  
107039 posts
9/23/2019 2:39 pm

Happy Monday, if you don't try doing things in life you never will know if they will be good for you or not. As we only have one life to live and we should live it to the fullest that we can. I hope you have a great evening..

Seduce the mind and see what a wonderful adventure the body will take you on..


smartasswoman 66F  
35813 posts
9/23/2019 3:03 pm

If this was your raspy voiced friend, do you think you could introduce me?

[image]

(big fan of the TV show Lucifer...not sure what that says about me)


sexyldy1000 68F  
9607 posts
9/23/2019 3:57 pm

I have experienced being 'this close' to being lured by the 'bright light' to 'cross over'. However, I chose Life and always will. Each day is a blessing. I take nothing for granted, live and appreciate each day with no regrets.


Paulxx001 67M
22642 posts
9/23/2019 3:57 pm

True... but you'd be surprised at how many people just give up.
Thanks for popping in. Drop by any time. 👍


Paulxx001 67M
22642 posts
9/23/2019 3:59 pm

    Quoting  :

Yep. That's the way I feel as well.
Go for it! 👍 😊


Paulxx001 67M
22642 posts
9/23/2019 4:00 pm

    Quoting  :

That's a good way to look at things.
But you're not done with adventure yet, are you? 🤔


Paulxx001 67M
22642 posts
9/23/2019 4:01 pm

    Quoting Livin_my_Life14:
    It's hard to keep trying when the other person doesn't. Once I am done- cut ties and move on. I can only ride the rollercoaster for so long- I'm not going to stay on and get myself sick.
    My story will continue to go on- new pages-new players-new experiences- keep on keepin on!!!
That's a good way to look at things.
Adventures? 🤔 Any in the works? 😉


Paulxx001 67M
22642 posts
9/23/2019 4:06 pm

    Quoting EnigmaInitiative:
    Time, in my opinion, is a construct of society. Just like gender, race, borders, etc. I dont clock or calendar watch. "Living in the Moment" by Jason Mraz is my mantra when it comes to time.

    Why worry about time when we have no clue what will happen from one moment to the next?

    Happy Monday and thank you for being you Paul.
Ooooo.. good mantra...! 👍
I'm trying to rush... Ya never know. I gotta get it done... Ya know what I mean? 🤔


Paulxx001 67M
22642 posts
9/23/2019 4:10 pm

    Quoting superbjversion2:
    So … which is your wish?

    I think I'd like to be infamous with a fake death. I sometimes wonder what people would say about me after I've died ….that would be the same, ya know.
Ya.... THAT was a good question, wasn't it? 🤔
Hmmm... I still haven't decided. Sure immortality sounds great, but invisible immortality.. sounds kinda lonely, no?
Or.. maybe there'd be a way to cheat.. and get back on THIS side.
I was leaning towards the same answer as you.


Paulxx001 67M
22642 posts
9/23/2019 4:16 pm

    Quoting Tmptrzz:
    Happy Monday, if you don't try doing things in life you never will know if they will be good for you or not. As we only have one life to live and we should live it to the fullest that we can. I hope you have a great evening..
True. Go for it one hundred percent!
I know that you are.
What's your next adventure? 🤔 🔥 💦


Paulxx001 67M
22642 posts
9/23/2019 4:17 pm

    Quoting  :

It's a tough one... but not that hard.
Ya gotta have hope that things are going to change? Or you make them change. no? 🤔


Paulxx001 67M
22642 posts
9/23/2019 4:20 pm

    Quoting smartasswoman:
    If this was your raspy voiced friend, do you think you could introduce me?

    [image]

    (big fan of the TV show Lucifer...not sure what that says about me)
He sorta LOOKED like that... 😊
What does it say about you?
Who am I to judge? What do you think it says? lol 😂
Is that show any good? 🤔 🔥 🔥🔥


Paulxx001 67M
22642 posts
9/23/2019 4:21 pm

    Quoting sexyldy1000:
    I have experienced being 'this close' to being lured by the 'bright light' to 'cross over'. However, I chose Life and always will. Each day is a blessing. I take nothing for granted, live and appreciate each day with no regrets.
Oooo.... that's pretty heavy.
Good for you! 👍 😊
I've seen bright lights as well.... they were usually red and blue.... 😶
So.. what's your next adventure? 🤔 🔥 💦 😮


EnigmaInitiative 55F  
6054 posts
9/23/2019 5:21 pm

    Quoting Paulxx001:
    Ooooo.. good mantra...! 👍
    I'm trying to rush... Ya never know. I gotta get it done... Ya know what I mean? 🤔
Okay Mr Curiosity by Jason Mraz. (Can anyone guess who my favorite artist is? 🤣😜)

I understand that today's society requires us to be on time constraints. And there are things necessary to live, so in "My Casinos" by The USA Singers, I accept that facet of society.

We can't put time in a bottle, can we?

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Paulxx001 67M
22642 posts
9/23/2019 5:48 pm

    Quoting EnigmaInitiative:
    Okay Mr Curiosity by Jason Mraz. (Can anyone guess who my favorite artist is? 🤣😜)

    I understand that today's society requires us to be on time constraints. And there are things necessary to live, so in "My Casinos" by The USA Singers, I accept that facet of society.

    We can't put time in a bottle, can we?
Time ⌚.... That concept annoys me.
When I was younger.. I thought I'd have enough of it to last.
Now... I'm asking myself, where the fuck it went. Ya know what I mean? 🤔


EnigmaInitiative 55F  
6054 posts
9/23/2019 6:01 pm

    Quoting Paulxx001:
    Time ⌚.... That concept annoys me.
    When I was younger.. I thought I'd have enough of it to last.
    Now... I'm asking myself, where the fuck it went. Ya know what I mean? 🤔
I keep telling people that Father Time and i have issues, and i put him on the ignore list. Bwahahahaha

The thing about time? It's "Out of My (your) Hands" by Jason Mraz. Do what you can while you can.

Medical Technology is moving at such a fast pace, how do we know what's coming?

Where did the time go? You were living my friend. Its math

This week's HNW: Pink/Hearts (Or Chocolate) is available on the other side.


Paulxx001 67M
22642 posts
9/23/2019 6:25 pm

    Quoting EnigmaInitiative:
    I keep telling people that Father Time and i have issues, and i put him on the ignore list. Bwahahahaha

    The thing about time? It's "Out of My (your) Hands" by Jason Mraz. Do what you can while you can.

    Medical Technology is moving at such a fast pace, how do we know what's coming?

    Where did the time go? You were living my friend. Its math
Oooo... good answer..
You're so deep... 😊
Yep.. Time...
Tell me about it. I wish I had more.
U shouldn't have messed around... at some points.
Ya know what I mean? 🤔


EnigmaInitiative 55F  
6054 posts
9/23/2019 6:55 pm

    Quoting Paulxx001:
    Oooo... good answer..
    You're so deep... 😊
    Yep.. Time...
    Tell me about it. I wish I had more.
    U shouldn't have messed around... at some points.
    Ya know what I mean? 🤔
Why stress about how much time you have? It's not like you can control a clock or a calendar. Time, he is a selfish master, he doesn't share, he takes takes takes. The fool wouldn't give a moment if he could to anyone but those who can do for HIM.

Nature, she is unpredictable and has no rules. However, if you care for HER, she will be kind and caring. She gives us sunlight, animals, plants, humanity.

If we rid ourselves our vanity and as much ego as we can spare? Humanity can bring us back from the brink of cray cray. We have to allow Nature her due, but we've all become so selfish locking ourselves away from her in our boxes.

We chain up our pets, keep our cats locked inside, we pollute and think nothing of destroying her beauty while we worship Father Time like he knows everything. It's seriously gross.

Father Time Steals, He Hurts, He Takes Us away from our LOVE, our SOUL.

We can work in Unity, but the thing is? It has to be a cooperation rather than a battle. The whole idea that the Earth will be gone? Puhleeze.

Mother Nature, our Earth, she will still be here.

It's all living beings that will become gone if we don't start paying attention. If we don't start voting with our dollars and our ballots for the companies and corporations and candidates we believe in instead of following our hatred for the "other".

There is no "other", we all just are.

In different terms, if you follow the Bible (which I don't, but studied), why was Moses able to live so long?

There were no clocks nor calendars, period.

Follow your body, listen to it. Meditate, do what you can

In your own time

In your own way

And, stop worrying so much.

Realize how "Lucky" (by Jason Mraz and Colbie Caillat) you are and be grateful for everything you have.

Look, time, it ain't going anywhere, neither is the Earth, it's Humanity that we have to worry about. It's the Bees, the birds, the plants and seeds.

Thank you for your kind words, I'm a student of life first and foremost. I haven't studied formally, just pay real close attention to all kinds of people, things, and ideas.

I also appreciate the stimulating conversation, my friend. It's sexy.

This week's HNW: Pink/Hearts (Or Chocolate) is available on the other side.


Livin_my_Life14 53F

9/23/2019 7:06 pm

    Quoting Paulxx001:
    That's a good way to look at things.
    Adventures? 🤔 Any in the works? 😉
Nothing to write home about. I’m not settling- 💕💕


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