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Waves  

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2/6/2022 9:03 pm
Waves

It’s been a minute since my last blog. I’ve been extremely busy and just trying to keep my mental health in chec I’m alive, doing well and just trying to survive in a fucked up world. Life is full of ups and downs and learning what I can and cannot control has been my biggest …..what’s the word I’m for… hang up, I guess.

Last October L and I had made plans to go to a haunted house. It a couple hours away and I had worked it out to where I just going to spend the night at his place. The day before he calls and says his sister and her husband wanted to go. My first thought I’m out but L like it’ll be fine. He said he going to go over and talk to them and explain the situation. L and his sis are super close and even if she didn’t agree or understand there no way she’d ever throw me under the bus.

The next morning L and I met up for our morning run and gave me the details of the convo from the previous night. They were cool with it and actually couldn’t wait to meet the mystery that took him to the airport and looked after his house while he’s away.

I pull up to L’s place round 5 and they were already there. I got extremely nervous, I’m talking about knots in my stomach. I sat in my car for about minutes and finally L comes outside because he wasn’t sure if I was on the phone or why it was taking me so long to come in. He assured me everything was cool and I should come in.

I walked in and was greeted by a gorgeous blonde that handed me a shot of fireball. We all stood in the kitchen and talked, did a couple more shots and finished our beer. We hopped in the rubicon and headed to the haunted house. On the way there sis asked if she could pair her phone to play the music and so I had to unpair mine so she could so. Her husband made the comment that things must be serious if his car connected to my phone over L’s in his own car. Lol

We all chatted pretty much the entire ride there while sipping on the fireball sis grabbed on the way out the door. We were feeling pretty good by the time we got there and the line was already super long. The fellas went and got the tickets while me and sis went to get in line. We waited about an hour before it was our time to go through. We go through it and he was pretty good. I HATE chainsaws so that’s the only time I thought I was going to shit my pants. It was a good time.

It was pushing o’clock and they asked what time I needed to go home and I told them I planning on staying at L’s and sis got excited and started to look for another haunted house near by or that we could get to before they closed. She found one and we headed there. This one out in the middle of nowhere and just the drive spooky. It ok but not as good as the first one. It rather short but it getting late and we had a 2 hour drive bac I could tell L getting tired.

On the way back the car got quiet and I thought sis and her hubby had fallen asleep so I got out my phone and just hit a playlist. Electric Feel by MGMT came on and the car came alive! It’s such an old school jam but it’s a feel good song….. no pun intended.

Sis and I added each other on so we could capture our adventure and so after that night she and I talked often. Her and her hubby would come over for dinner and we all just got along so well. Our are the same ages and we just become really good friends. She’s like L and really easy to talk to. But his made things harder on mine and L’s relationship.

Last year really hard year for me. There a time I looked at myself in the mirror and I asked myself how I even still standing. I knew it because of L and now his sister who constantly checked in with me daily. I think L kind felt like since I became friends with his sister that I confided to her over him. L is not a jealous person at all but I could see it and he got real stand-off.

One night they came over for dinner and the four of us sat outside and sis mentioned she couldn’t wait till this summer for the to get together and swim. L looked at her and said, NO! We aren’t doing all that. We made a decision that we’d keep our completely out of the picture as far as meeting them until I completely out of my marriage. That’s the first time I’ve ever seen him this upset. I didn’t know how to handle this situation so I just cleaned up the kitchen and going to leave.

His sister had decided it time to leave and hugged me bye. I walked into L’s bedroom where I found him laying down. I sat at the edge of his bed and told him the kitchen clean and sis and BIL had left and that I going to head home. He grabbed me and pulled down to him and apologized. I didn’t to leave him that night but I had to get home to my . Because that’s the only reason I’m still in my marriage.

Last week when I went to L,s for our weekly dinner I pleasantly surprised to see sis and BIL there. I sitting at the table with BIL and he said, “ you know we all got you when you decide to leave your situation.” I just nodded my head. He told me they all loved me and they too understand why I can’t and won’t leave now. L returned to the table with chilled and dressed shots of Patron. We cheers to a great friendship and lots patience and understanding.

Waves~ Mr Probz

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