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Ramblings of a middle aged man
 
Just my journey through life, be it regarding sex or not. feel free to contact me through this blog.
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Its looking white in here
Posted:May 19, 2015 2:29 pm
Last Updated:May 25, 2015 8:10 am
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I am layed up for a couple of weeks. So I am going through my papers and getting rid if the old and useless stuff. I fully expected to have some things to shred. Whole shit I have two bags right now and more to go. I have not even hit the storage room yet! Hard to believe how much we save. Or I should say how much I shoved off to the side for a rainy day to look at. I always thought I payed closer attention to the small stuff, but this has shown me I guess not.
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Must be spring
Posted:Apr 21, 2015 12:12 pm
Last Updated:May 19, 2015 2:23 pm
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Lol all this wind blowing has me thinking of something else.
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Deep thought for the day
Posted:Mar 27, 2015 11:00 pm
Last Updated:May 7, 2024 1:31 am
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Was talking to a friend the other day. We got on the subject of, what if I was told I did not have long to live. Never an easy thought but one that does cross their mind from time to time. Do I believe in taking you own life? Yes and no. I think you have the right to decide for yourself. Myself I think only the guy upstairs should take you. I know, I know I hear the people out there screaming, what about the pain?? I understand the pain. I watched my Father die of cancer. It would have been dam easy for him to check out. He struggled. I watched him on good and bad days. I watched a lot of people come and see him. Men he had worked with for years. Community people, family and friends. All got a chance to say bye. I think that meant something to all that came.

Two years ago I stood at the foot of my mothers bed and watched as she crossed over. In front of me was this woman I knew. Just not the body that was left. Two years before that day we almost lost her then. I am glad for the 2 extra years I got with her. We mended our relationship, which had been rocky. We talked about the future. We talked about the past.

Myself I believe you fight. We all die. I have said before, I never expected to live this long. I just think that when my Creator wants me he knows where I am. Pain? perhaps, but then have we not all had some in out lifes? Hope for another sunrise. Hope for a friend or two, someone next to me to keep me warm. Someone to wish me off when I go.
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Your friends list should be pruned!
Posted:Mar 26, 2015 10:59 pm
Last Updated:Mar 28, 2015 9:06 am
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Was chatting on here with someone recently and they wanted me to friend them. First they were hours away. So far away I doubt that I would ever meet them. After the chat I looked and saw they had like over 110 friends. Like What the hell! Can you actually have that many friends??

I have always kept my list pruned down. My list has people I have met. This does not mean I have played with everyone on my list. But we have at least met face to face. I guess I feel like its better to show who is real. As a gardener I know that a little pruning can go along way at times. Too much of something most often spells problems.

So there are my thoughts...... and yours???
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Loss or release?
Posted:Mar 23, 2015 11:02 pm
Last Updated:May 7, 2024 1:31 am
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The other day a friend of mine was talking about lost girl friends and lost loves. We chatted about what we missed. A pattern seemed to form. Most of what we missed was physical. Breasts, butt, shape of her body, eyes and so on . Funny not once did we ever say but god she did this and it drove me nuts! Well nuts in a bad way.

Mean while our past conversations about our ex wives has never brought up positive physical things, only negative.

So is it easier to dream of love lost? To blindly wish ourselves to what might have been happiness? I do find it strange that often old loves in hindsight never seem to have gotten picked apart like those we marry or almost do. Could be that in the role of Courts today we must assign blame to someone for failing. I do believe this drives both sides toward blame and hate.

Perhaps it is another thing. We allowed someone close to us and felt betrayed. This bile of betrayal, washes away the bad memories of almost relationships. Wipes the tears from our eyes, and clouds our memories. Lost in the maze of out life is why did it end?

So do we lose ourselves? Or do we find the release we so need to move on?
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Ahhh
Posted:Mar 9, 2015 10:45 pm
Last Updated:Mar 10, 2015 10:24 pm
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The joys of 40 degree weather and sun! Could spring be around the corner???
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This cold
Posted:Feb 19, 2015 11:24 pm
Last Updated:Feb 28, 2015 9:51 am
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Can it get to cold for sex? The last few days I have wanted to wrap up in a blanket and sleep the day away. Hibernate from the cold. Its like over half way through the month and it looks like this cold is sticking with us. I still want to kick Al Gore ass, global warming!

Only good thing has been working in the basement. At least something is getting done! Too cold to work in the mud room. The office has not even started yet. I just could not cut the hole for the door and have all this cold air coming into the bedroom.

Well back to my intro...... can it be cold for sex? Can it get so cold you just do not care to do it?
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You got to love
Posted:Feb 11, 2015 8:34 pm
Last Updated:Feb 16, 2015 12:18 pm
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Taking care of some projects for someone and being treated like a piece of nonexsistant crap. Moral of this story....... get paid up front and work around your schedule not theirs.
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What makes sexy?
Posted:Jan 29, 2015 10:49 pm
Last Updated:May 25, 2015 8:07 am
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I think all this work around here is getting to me! lol.

So I was thinking yesterday how have my views of what is sexy changed? Let me start by saying that watching Victoria Secret models have never turned me on. Ok Heidi Klum did and still does but the rest hold no sway over me. To fake to impossible to ever meet, etc.
I have always liked women with brains. Talk to me about every day things. Travel with me see other places.
I have always felt that a woman I can approach is sexy. I really at heart am kinda shy with women. I have liked and still do dark hair women. Sorry most blonds are fake. Be real if you are born with a color then show it!

So where have I changed? Lots of small ways. I like a woman that can work next to me. One that can drink a glass of wine or do a shot of whiskey. I like going to a play or making the Art Museum a thing to do. I like a woman that can do things for herself. Has friends but allows me to keep my friends also.

So with out giving to many details that is it summed up.
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Moving along
Posted:Jan 19, 2015 10:29 pm
Last Updated:May 7, 2024 1:31 am
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Wow what a difference a week can make! The New Tub is in and all the outside work is done. Now its time for me to start the inside work. Working in the basement on the cold days and in the mud room on warmer days. Ready for the Building inspection.
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Fun in the New Year
Posted:Dec 29, 2014 10:34 pm
Last Updated:Jan 28, 2015 4:58 am
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Well the outside of the New Office is done. Work starts on the next room. I am so excited with what I see, it is hard to wait to start on the inside. So in the mean time I have started some work in the new basement. Painting the outside walls to seal them. taking out the old window and filling in with block, getting ready for a door for that room. So most likely the first thing to work on will be the basement. I have a shelves and a Wine Cellar to put in. This can be done waiting to start the wiring. I keep thinking about how I want the Office but I have to get it ready first before I get there.

This will keep me busy in the New Year.
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Its begining to look alot like.... A new addition!
Posted:Dec 19, 2014 11:35 am
Last Updated:Dec 19, 2014 11:18 pm
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YEA HA! Well the shell to my office is coming along very nicely. Basement is done, Walls are up. Window is framed, roof trusses and sheeting is on. Needs shingles, siding and gutters on the Outside then I get to start inside! I think when this is all done I will have a great small little office, Wine cellar and food storage under it and a step closer to gutting my bedroom to redo it. I am so looking ahead to the work of painting, dry walling and flooring. The thought of having a real desk with room to work from is worth the wait.

Come spring it will be time to landscape around the back with a shade garden. Thoughts of Azaleas, Hostas and a nice Japanesse Maple are dancing in my head.
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Holiday season
Posted:Dec 16, 2014 12:04 am
Last Updated:Dec 27, 2014 4:45 pm
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So finally I get into the holiday season. I went and played Santa. So I bought some gifts and went to a Christmas show. The lights were nice. Hearing the Merry Christmas was good. But what really did it was two things. Watching the really young 's faces looking at the lights. The second was when music came on, all the started to sing with the songs. Not just sing a little but sing really loud and with spirit.

With sales starting earlier and the message louder every year to buy more I thought Christmas was lost. After this weekend I am not sure. Maybe the spirit of the Holiday is stronger that I thought. Maybe understand it better than us adults do. I think back to one year when my exclaimed after opening each and every gift, "its just what I wanted!". As Adults we reason everything. I think perhaps the season should remind us that sometimes we need to think with our heart and feelings than with our heads. I am not suggesting we chuck our roles as adults. Just remember our time as . Can you still be amazed at lights? There just may be hope.
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